I am struggling more now than I think I ever have before. I don't know how that works out when I've abandoned things I really cared about to try to do "the right thing" for my future. And I'm fucked more than ever before.
I am so depressed and feel completely hopeless. I keep waiting for it to get better somehow and it just stays the same.
I'll keep you in my prayers. I know how that feels, it's got to get better sometime, just keep trudging. :)
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